mimpi yang pelik lagi buruk dan memenatkan

itu lah yg aku slalu hadapi boleh dikatakan tiap2 ari.. bleh dikatakan quite like nightmare la.. i think i had a bad dream since i was a little girl at around 6 or 7 years of age.. one of the first tiring dream i had that i still can recall is my neighbour mak leha punya cucu lelaki hilang.. everyone were looking for him including me and i finally spotted him on top of the roof at their own house.. the boy must be around 1 or 2 years old at that time.. the tiring thing is i'm running and running inside my dream and when i woke up the next morning, i felt exhausted.. :(

then there's one dream of me riding a bicycle at night between our masjid and the shophouse in my kampung.. at the side of the road was one big hole full of water.. suddenly one big monster appeared from the hole and tried to grab me.. i screamed and crying and running away.. i found myself waking up with sob and tears running down my cheek.. huh..

one time i'm dreaming about a bad guy chasing after me.. dunno why.. its started that way anyway.. so i'm running, hiding, running, hiding and the last thing i remember i run inside vegetables orchard and hiding inside the 'batas' for the vegetables..

there's also a dream that happens in sarawak (i never been there.. but i know the dreams take place in sarawak because somebody in my dreams mention it). i'm following a rombongan.. i think its rombongan diraja.. like org dulu2 la tapi nya.. kitorang kena menyeberang satu sungai yg ada air terjun.. the scary thing is setiap beberapa minit ada buaya yg akan turun laju2 from on top of the air terjun and if we're late.. we might been eaten by the crocodile.. its one dramatic and nervous situation.. so berdebar-debar.. i don't think ada sesiapa kena mkn dengan boya tu.. and i think xsempat pun for me to cross the river because my dream had ended.. org2 lain ada yg sempat dah..

so tu antara mimpi2 aku yang sangat2 buruk lagi penat.. aku perasan aku selalu berlari dalam mimpi.. and it really is tiring.. kalo aku xberlari pulak ada jek benda2 yg menakutkan.. last night aku alami lagi mimpi yg mengganggu.. i remember sitting beside at the beach and admiring the view.. the weather is beautiful.. redup berawan.. tiba2 awan tu memberi ruang dalam bulatan and the sun shine through it.. its beautiful but yet its quite weird like something gonna happen.. peoples enjoying the view and walking under the shining circle (padahal kat pantai tu tapi org leh jalan lak dalam air hehehe.. nama pun mimpi).. then not long after.. air laut start to berombak2 quite heavily.. the peaceful view change to something nervous breaking.. air laut macam berkocak2 and change color to yellow2 orange.. macam org buat experiment kimia lak.. masa tu org2 dah cuak.. aku pun cuak.. mula aku tpikir eh aku blom smayang lagi ni.. hehehe.. see.. waktu mcm ni ler baru nak ingt belum buat itu ini belum sempat beribadat pada Tuhan yang Ahad ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.. tapi xde benda buruk jadik sebab mimpi aku berubah lak.. something like ada org jahat yg membunuh sesape je kat depan mata dia xkira pompuan tua ke kanak2 ke.. so sume org asik berlari menyelamatkan diri..

haaahhhh.. penat.. i always wondering why i had all this bad dreams.. dulu lagi la.. aku mesti tjaga tiap2 ari at 3 am and aku xleh tdo balik until 4 or 4.30am.. macam2 doa aku amal aku hapal.. tiap2 ari gak aku doa mintak jauhkan mimpi2 ngeri yg penat ni.. baca mcm2 lagi sebelum tdo.. still syaitanirrajim ada kaco aku dalam mimpi.. huuhhh..

skang ni i'm getting used to all those weirdos dreams.. mimpi mainan tido katanya.. tapi ada gak benda2 yang mengingatkan kita macam mimpi2 dunia nak akhir zaman.. mmg masa tu kita rasa banyak sangat dosa and xcover lagi dengan amal2 kita.. sebagai ingatan buat aku sendiri yer..